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I just love love love the carefully constructed language here. It’s all about what you can do, because you have choices and options and complete control. It’s not about what you have to do or should do. Such an important distinction for survivors.
The first thing I noticed about our “Romantic Hero” Christian Grey is how he very quickly, by the second chapter even, begins to fit the Abuser Checklist. Stalking her at work was the first red flag (“Saturday at the store is a nightmare. We are besieged by do-it-yourselfers wanting to spruce up their homes. Mr. and Mrs. Clayton, John and Patrick – the two other part-timers – and I are all rushed off our feet. But there’s a lull around lunchtime, and Mrs. Clayton asks me to check on some orders while I’m sitting behind the counter at the till discreetly eating my bagel. I’m engrossed in the task, checking catalogue numbers against the items we need and the items we’ve ordered, eyes flicking from the order book to the computer screen and back as I check the entries match. Then, for some reason, I glance up… and find myself locked in the bold gray gaze of Christian Grey who’s standing at the counter, staring at me intently. Heart failure. “Miss Steele. What a pleasant surprise.” His gaze is unwavering and intense. Holy crap. What the hell is he doing here looking all tousled-hair and outdoorsy in his cream chunky-knit sweater, jeans, and walking boots? I think my mouth has popped open, and I can’t locate my brain or my voice.”, p. 21) What he is doing Ana is stalking you.
Christian also stalks Anastasia out in other public spaces by tracking her down through her cell-phone. (“My phone rings and it makes me jump. I yelp in surprise. “Hi,” I bleat timidly in to the phone. I hadn’t reckoned on this. “I’m coming to get you,” he says and hangs up. Only Christian Grey could sound so calm and so threatening at the same time. Holy crap. I pull my jeans up. My heart is thumping. Coming to get me? Oh no. I’m going to be sick… no… I’m fine. Hang on. He’s just messing with my head. I didn’t tell him where I was. He can’t find me here. Besides, it will take him hours to get here from Seattle, and we’ll be long gone by then. I wash my hands and check my face in the mirror. I look flushed and slightly unfocused. Hmm… tequila. … “How did you find me?”, “I tracked your cell phone Anastasia.” Oh, of course he did. How is that possible? Is it legal? Stalker, my subconscious whispers at me through the cloud of tequila that’s still floating in my brain, but somehow, because it’s him, I don’t mind.”, p. 44, 47)
Christian actually blatantly states in the scene where Ana goes to attempt to negotiate the terms of her contract-undergirded sexualized subordination to him that he ‘can’t’ stay away from her, (“ “Now term. One month instead of three is no time at all, especially if you want a weekend away from me each month. I don’t think I’ll be able to stay away from you for that length of time. I can barely manage it now,” he pauses. [Anastasia Steele’s thoughts]: He can’t stay away from me? What?”, p. 155).
Then there are his unpredictable, melodramatic mood swings and his intense, scorching jealousy at Anastasia interacting with other men (“Paul has materialized at the other end of the aisle. He’s Mr. Clayton’s youngest brother. I’d heard he was home from Princeton, but I wasn’t expecting to see him today. “Er, excuse me for a moment, Mr. Grey.” Grey frowns as I turn away from him. Paul has always been a buddy, and in this strange moment that I’m having with the rich, powerful, awesomely off-the-scale attractive control-freak Grey, it’s great to talk to someone who’s normal. Paul hugs me hard taking me by surprise. “Ana, hi, it’s so good to see you!” he gushes. “Hello Paul, how are you? You home for your brother’s birthday?” When I glance up at Christian Grey, he’s watching us like a hawk, his gray eyes hooded and speculative, his mouth a hard impassive line. He’s changed from the weirdly attentive customer to someone else – someone cold and distant. “Paul, I’m with a customer. Someone you should meet,” I say, trying to defuse the antagonism I see in Grey’s eyes. I drag Paul over to meet him, and they weigh each other up. The atmosphere is suddenly arctic.”, p. 24 - 25).
Christian also begins the process of isolating Anastasia from her social circle. He leads her into signing a Non-Disclosure Agreement (NDA) which, for those unfamiliar with what that entails, states that she cannot share anything that occurs between them with anyone (“ “This is a non-disclosure agreement.” He shrugs and has the grace to look a little embarrassed. “My lawyer insists on it.” He hands it to me. I’m completely bemused. “If you’re going for option two, debasement, you’ll need to sign this.” “And if I don’t want to sign anything?” “Then it’s Angel Clare high ideals, well, for most of the book anyway.” “What does this agreement mean?” “It means you cannot disclose anything about us. Anything, to anyone.” I stare at him in disbelief. Holy shit. It’s bad, really bad, and now I’m very curious to know. “Okay. I’ll sign.” ”, p. 69). Readers can chalk this up to Christian taking a necessary precaution to protect his social and professional reputation, but it can also be of a dual use: not only to protect his empire but also to assert and ensure he has control over Anastasia. Even Anastasia notices how limiting the NDA makes her relation with Christian when she realizes she cannot ask for any advice from her close friend and roommate Kate about him.
As a hint to future upcoming isolation, early into their relations in the first book, Christian brings up the prospect that Anastasia will eventually be living with him as well (“Rather than going back downstairs, he turns right out of the playroom, as he calls it, and down a corridor. We pass several doors until we reach the one at the end. Beyond it is a bedroom with a large double bed, all in white… everything, furniture, walls, bedding. It’s sterile and cold but with the most glorious view of Seattle through the glass wall. “This will be your room. You can decorate it how you like, have whatever you like in here.” “My room? You’re expecting me to move in?” I can’t hide the horror in my voice. “Not full time. Just say, Friday evening through Sunday. We have to talk about all that, negotiate. If you want to do this,” he adds, his voice quiet and hesitant.”, p. 73) Spoiler alert: she does move in.
As a reader who is the target audience for this novel (a female, presumed heterosexual or with heterosexual attraction), I’m supposed to be taken aback by his wealth, excessively described Calvin Klein good looks, and his power and influence over nearly every character he interacts with (All women, from restaurant waitresses to nameless auxiliary characters giggling in Ana’s graduation scene, and enough men to bother brief minor mention, are under his spell. No one’s immune to the outside persona of the philanthropic Mr. Wall Street). He’s a man who needs (or more accurately wants) to assert power and control, which we are explicitly reminded of both verbally from him and by his (inter)actions. This range of influence and control also includes angrily or bitterly coaxing Anastasia to eat as much as he demands, ([Christian Grey]: “Have you eaten today?” I stare at him. Honest[l]y… Holy crap, he’s not going to like my answer. “No.” My voice is small. He narrows his eyes. “You have to eat, Anastasia. We can eat down here or in my suite. What would you prefer?” “I think we should stay in public, on neutral ground.” He smiles sardonically. “Do you think that would stop me?” he says softly, a sensual warning. My eyes widen, and I swallow again. “I hope so.”, p. 153). Mind you, Christian insisting on having control over Anastasia’s eating habits throughout the book is a consistent theme. He also enforces a standard, in a legally null and void contract no less, that Anastasia must be waxed, shaved, and exercised to idealized perfection, personal trainer and beauty shop/spa stops included. He also tells Anastasia, that for the sake of keeping their relations suited to his ego, that Anastasia is not permitted, yes permitted, to look him in the eyes (p. 121). His reason? It’s a Dom/sub thing, the Dom/sub thing also includes her being his property (p. 120), a romantic, fair title for a man to give a woman no doubt.
I think what is more telling about Christian Grey is his select “romantic interest”, i.e.: victim. Anastasia, the character female readers are supposed to relate with, is early into her 20s and is completely unfamiliar with the fundamentals of not just sex with others, but her very own sexuality. The Powerful Man/ Inexperienced (Naïve) Woman power-relation/dynamic screams at my senses as a red flag because Ana is perfect for grooming, both in her personal timidity and in her child-like sexual naivety (Ana is in her early twenties and is completely unaware of her own sexual desires, or what it feels like to be aroused, has never attempted masturbation, has never experienced an orgasm, and has never had a sex dream prior to the intrusion of Christian Grey into her life). Christian Grey enables Anastasia access to her own sexual carnality. As a choice of characterization it is telling and because this is a sex driven-‘romance’ novel, sexuality is of primary significance both in narration and in any analysis of the narrative and Anastasia’s chaste, demure demeanor should not be assessed as textually neutral just as much as Christian Grey’s overbearing, “Control Freak” characterization is important to discuss as an issue.
The emphasis on the power differential between Christian Grey and Anastasia is, obviously, eroticized, but the power differential is not just sexual, it is also characteristic. Both characters are drastic, contrasting, foils to one another. Christian is described as graceful, as looking and moving like a model, Anastasia – like the female character she is based off of, Bella Swan from the Twilight series -, is clumsy and this is especially important because of how she is introduced to Christian. When she goes to interview him in place of her roommate Kate, she stumbles onto all fours in his office (p. 10) and because of her formal honorific use of “Sir” during the interview, Christian actually interprets Ana to be a natural ‘submissive’. The fact that this is their first interaction and Christian zeroes in on her speech patterns as a quality indicative of a supposed sexual predisposition that he can train to suit his own sadistic needs also caught my attention as a point of analytical concern.
It should also be noted that Anastasia repeatedly refers to herself in infantilizing, child-like terms. She reminds readers how often she feels like an “errant child” (p. 13), at one point even compares her visceral reactions to Christian as those belonging not to someone who can legally vote (“I am all gushing and breathy – like a child, not a grown woman who can vote and drink legally in the State of Washington.”, p. 28), and at another instance even stating that Christian “makes [her] feel like she’s fourteen years old” (p. 22), or makes her feel like a school-girl. And readers do get that impression as Anastasia is quick to flush at nearly every look that Christian gives her and nearly everything that he says to her.
In one of the many sex scenes, Ana is in the process of being seduced by the purportedly enigmatic Christian Grey and in this experience, a point is made about Ana’s hairstyle. This may seem innocuous, but let us not forget that with the power to author comes the ability to emphasize aspects that are significant to the story. Author E.L James could have excluded details in this scene that are actually mentioned, but chose not to for a reason. I’d actually connect this to the “pornographic imagination” (Dreamworlds 3, Sut Jhally), in which the sexualized school-girl fantasy imagery can be readily referenced in the style of pig-tailing one’s hair, which is symbolically infantilizing. (“He takes my hand and leads me back to his bedroom, leaving me reeling, so I follow him meekly. Stunned. He really wants this. In his bedroom, he stares down at me as we stand by his bed. “Trust me?” he asks suddenly. I nod, wide-eyed with the sudden realization that I do trust him. What’s he going to do to me now? An electric thrill hums through me. “Good girl,” he breathes, his thumb brushing my bottom lip. He steps away into his closet and comes back with a silver-grey silk woven tie. “Knit your hands together in front of you,” he orders as he peels the towel off me and throws it on the floor. I do as he asks, and he binds my wrists together with his tie, knotting it firmly. His eyes are bright with wild excitement. He tugs at the binding. It’s secure. Some boy scout he must have been to learn these knots. What now? My pulse has gone through the roof, my heart beating a frantic tattoo. He runs his fingers down my pigtails. “You look so young with these,” he murmurs and moves forward. Instinctively, I move back until I feel the bed against the back of my knees. He drops his towel, but I can’t take my eyes off his face. His expression is ardent, full of desire.”, p. 99)
There’s also another Abuser Trope that I would like to make mention of. Christian Grey repeatedly states to Anastasia that she is impacting him psychosexually, that her involvement in his life is altering his state of being. Christian, for example, seems to have a mild case of haphepobia (a fear of touch), he deplores it as much as he abhors any romantic or casually romantic gestures, but Anastasia is credited by him to having changed that or be changing that. The idea that a woman can remedy either the instability, insecurity and/or abusiveness of their male partner is not just an overused trope, it is unrealistic and a culturally dangerous notion to promote.
I will admit it. I have read all three books in the Fifty Shades of Grey series.
I am not admitting this because I am ashamed of my sexual desires or even because I feel the need to rant and rave about the poor writing quality of these books. (And it is extremely poor. I set my Kindle to count how many times the word “gasp” is used in the third book and the total was more than 70). I am admitting this because I feel the need to share my opinions about what I consider to be the incredibly — and dangerously — abusive relationship portrayed in the books.
When I first heard about Fifty Shades of Grey and learned they began as Twilight fanfiction, I swore I would not read them. I have read all of the Twilight books and I did not enjoy them. I found the relationships between Edward and Bella and Bella and Jacob to be patronizing and emotionally abusive, and I also thought the writing was pedestrian at best and boring to read. Why would I devote the limited amount of time I have for reading for pleasure to a series like this?
But as the dialogue about Fifty Shades of Grey increased, both in the media and amongst my friends, my curiosity was piqued. I attended a talk titled “Fifty Shades of Grey - Bad for Women, Bad for Sex” and decided that I should see what all the fuss was about.
To quote the book, I gasped. I rolled my eyes. I even bit my lip a few times. But not for the reasons Anastasia, the protagonist, did. I did out of exasperation, boredom and disgust, but also out of fear. After reading this book series, I am deeply afraid that this type of relationship will be viewed as the romantic ideal for women. And I consider that to be extremely dangerous — much more so than anything that takes place between Christian and Anastasia in the Red Room of Pain.
Could the character of Anastasia Steele be any more of a stereotype? She is an introvert, has low self-esteem, has abandonment issues from her father, apparently has only one close friend who bullies her and even though she works in a hardware store, she doesn’t seem to possess any self-sufficiency aside from cooking for her roommate and herself. She seems to have no sexual identity until Christian Grey enters her life and requests that she become his Submissive in a sexual relationship.
In order to be Christian’s submissive, Anastasia is expected to sign a lengthy and detailed contract that, amongst other requirements, requires that she exercise four days a week with a trainer that Christian provides (and who will report to Christian on her progress), eat only from a list of foods Christian supplies her with, get eight hours of sleep a night and begin taking a form of birth control so Christian will not have to wear condoms. Anastasia negotiates a few terms of the contract with Christian (she only wants to work out three days a week, not four), but all of her negotiations are only within his framework — none of the terms are hers independently. Nothing in their relationship is hers as an independent.
The character of Christian Grey is a rich, superpowered businessman who was abused as a child. He is in therapy, and Anastasia frequently references his therapist, but based on how he treats Anastasia, he doesn’t seem to be making much progress. As Anastasia’s relationship with Christian progresses, his controlling tendencies affect her life more and more. When her friend takes portraits of her for his photography exhibit, Christian buys all of them, because he does not want anyone else looking at Anastasia. (They weren’t even in a relationship when he did this.) When she is hired as an assistant at a publishing company, he buys the company — to make sure she’s “safe” working there. When she goes out to a bar with her one friend, against his wishes, he flies from New York to Washington State that same night, just to express his anger — and exercise his control over her. When she does not immediately change her name at her office (in hopes of maintaining some professional autonomy, given that he bought the company she works at), he shows up, unannounced, at her office, in the middle of her workday, to pick a fight with her. When she asks why it is so important to him that she change her name, he says he wants everyone to know she is his.
Christian’s possession of Anastasia is the cause of much of my disgust and fear of the book’s influence on people and how they view romantic relationships. After they exchange their wedding vows, the first words he says to her are, “Finally, you’re mine.” The control he exercises over her does not reflect his love for her; it reflects his objectifying of her. Christian never views Anastasia as a person, let alone an independent woman. He wants her to obey him, and even though she refuses to include that in her wedding vows, it is exactly what she does. When her mother questions her choice to keep her wedding dress on rather than change before traveling for her honeymoon, she says, “Christian likes this dress, and I want to please him.” Her desire to try some of the “kinky fuckery” in his Red Room of Pain comes from wanting to demonstrate her love for him, not her own sexual desires.
Wanting to please Christian apparently includes subjecting herself to verbal and emotional abuse from him ‘til death do them part, because any time she tries to stand up to him — which isn’t often — he berates her, guilt trips her and beats her down verbally until she apologizes and submits to him. After she uses the “safe word” in the Red Room of Pain so he will stop, he bemoans his sad state of mind later, mentioning that his “wife fucking safe worded him.” He is not concerned with her well-being or why she felt the need to use the safe word. He only cares about how it affects him.
The question that I kept asking myself as I read the books was why Anastasia stayed with Christian, and the answer I found was that she has absolutely no sense of self worth. She only feels sexy when he says she is, and when he insults or patronizes her, she accepts what he says as the truth. One of the passages that disgusted me the most was when Anastasia was at a club with Christian, dancing and thinking to herself that she never felt sexy before she met him and that he had given her confidence in her body. Yes, being with a partner who frequently compliments you can increase your confidence, but Anastasia went from zero to one hundred thanks to Christian. None of that came from within herself. Because of his influence on her, nothing in her life came from herself — her job, her home, her way of life, or even her self-esteem.
The co-dependency between Anastasia and Christian is alarming to read and even more to contemplate. When she breaks up with him at the end of the first book, the second book finds her starving herself and wasting away to nothing until he contacts her again. When she thinks his helicopter has crashed in the second book, she thinks to herself that she can’t live without him. Their marriage only comes about because he is scared she will leave him, and when she asks what she can do to prove to him she isn’t going anywhere, he says she can marry him. Yes, origins of insecurity and desperation are a great start to a healthy marriage.
When Anastasia finds herself unexpectedly pregnant and shares the news with Christian, he rages at her, asking if she did it on purpose and storming out of the house, disappearing for hours. Even though Anastasia thinks to herself that the pregnancy happened too soon in their marriage, she never considers terminating it.
The themes of the novel — that love alone can make someone change, that abuse from a spouse is acceptable as long as he’s great in bed, that pregnancies should always be carried to term even if the parents are not ready to be parents, and the ridiculously antiquated, Victorian idea that the love of a pure virgin can save a wayward man from himself — are irrational, unbelievable and dangerous.
Our culture has seen a radical shift of ideals moving towards traditional gender roles and Fifty Shades of Grey is a shining example of that. Early marriage to one’s first sexual partner, having a baby even when saying neither of the partners is ready to be a parent, and submission to one’s husband as the head of the household are all aspects of life that feminists and progressive thinkers have worked to move beyond. Anastasia and Christian’s relationship is not romantic. It is abusive. The ways he tries to “keep her safe” are not masculine or sexy. They are stalking. Fearing one’s husband’s reaction to an unexpected pregnancy is not normal, because “boys will be boys.” It is sad and dangerous and should not happen in a healthy relationship.
Fifty Shades of Grey was one of the best-selling books of the year. Sex toy classes have been inspired by it, as have new types of cocktails. The film adaptation is already in the works. I sincerely hope that honest discussion will be had about the book and that the Christian Grey ideal of romance is not one that will be perpetuated throughout our culture. The best way that can happen is through open, honest dialogue that leads to healthy relationships of two equal partners. That, in my opinion, is sexier than anything that can happen in the Red Room of Pain.
Just a reminder:the natural diet of these birds is BONES. Not just bone marrow; actual bone shards. They pick up huge freaking bones from carcasses and drop them onto rocks until they get spiky pieces and then they swallow them. Their stomach acid dissolves bone.
look me in the eye and tell me that’s not a fucking dragon
And they aren’t naturally red like that. That’s self-applied makeup. They find the reddest earth they can to work into their feathers as a status symbol.
And they don’t scavenge other parts of carcases, just the bones. 85-90% of their diet is exclusively bone. Hence why it’s only a myth that these birds would just pick up whole lambs and carry them off. It’s not true, but in German they’re still called Lämmergeier as a result.